The Episcopal Church of  St. Anne
                           1020 West Lincoln Rd.
Stockton California 95207  
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Parish Information:
Bishop: The Rt. Rev. John David Schofield
Rector:  The Rev. Mark Heathcote Hall
Assoc. Rector:  The Rev. Justo Andres
Deacon: The Rev. Sylvia Singer-Hedlund

Youth Director
:
Steven Bentley
Secratary: Mrs. Nita Radena

DR. Edu: Cynthia Caldon
Music Director: Kimberly Watts-Willis

Sexton: Richard Soulsby
Organist: John Linley McCarthy

Senior Warden: Juanita Weber class of 2008
Junior Warden:  Luis Sanchez class of 2007

Class of 2007: Sue Dickson, Jan Heiman, Luis Sanchez
Class of 2008: Wendy Baskette, May Eversole, Valerie Nolan,  Juanita Weber
Class of 2009:  Doug Abel, Dan Odenweller, Joanne Roswam, Barbara Veerkamp
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Office Phone: 209-473-2313

Fax: 209-473-2314

Fr Mark Cell phone: 609-7044
Home: 946-2326
Fr. Justo:474-3423
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Services: Sundays 8:00 am & `10:30am
Tuesday: 6:30 am Holy Eucharist
Wednesday: 6pm Church school reconvenes Sept10
Thursday: Healing service: 5:30 pm
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THE FIRST DUINO ELEGY       by Rainer Maria Rilke
The Second Duino Elegy                 
by R. M. Rilke            


The Last Supper   by Rainer Maria Rilke

They are assembled, astonished and disturbed
round him, who like a sage resolved his fate,
and now leaves those to whom he most belonged,
leaving and passing by them like a stranger.
The loneliness of old comes over him
which helped mature him for his deepest acts;
now will he once again walk through the olive grove,
and those who love him still will flee before his sight.

To this last supper he has summoned them,
and (like a shot that scatters birds from trees)
their hands draw back from reaching for the loaves
upon his word: they fly across to him;
they flutter, frightened, round the supper table
searching for an escape. But he is present
everywhere like an all-pervading twilight-hour.

On seeing Leonardo da Vinci's "Last Supper", Milan 1904.
Translated by Albert Ernest Flemming

Psalm 23

Matthew 5

The Beatitudes 

1. Now when he saw the crowds, he went up on a
   mountainside and sat down. His disciples came to him,
2. and he began to teach them saying:

3."Blessed are the poor in spirit,
      for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
4 Blessed are those who mourn,
      for they will be comforted.
5. Blessed are the meek,

      for they will inherit the earth.
6. Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for
   righteousness, for they will be filled.

7. Blessed are the merciful,
      for they will be shown mercy.
8. Blessed are the pure in heart,
      for they will see God.
9. Blessed are the peacemakers,
      for they will be called sons of God.
10. Blessed are those who are persecuted
      because of righteousness,

      for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
11. "Blessed are you when people insult you,
      persecute you and falsely say all kinds of evil
      gainst you because of me.
12. Rejoice and be glad, because great is your
      reward in heaven, for in the same way they
      persecuted the prophets who were before you.

Metaphysical Poets:
Henry Vaughan
THE BRITISH CHURCH.
by
George Herbert  1593-1633

I JOY, deare Mother, when I view
Thy perfect lineaments, and hue
                        Both sweet and bright :

Beautie in thee takes up her place,
And dates her letters from thy face,
                        When she doth write.

A fine aspect in fit aray,
Neither too mean, nor yet too gay,
                        Shows who is best :

Outlandish looks may not compare ;
For all they either painted are,
                        Or else undrest.

She on the hills, which wantonly
Allureth all in hope to be
                        By her preferr’d,

Hath kiss’d so long her painted shrines,
That ev’n her face by kissing shines,
                        For her reward.

She in the valley is so shie
Of dressing, that her hair doth lie
                        About her eares :

While she avoids her neighbours pride,
She wholly goes on th’ other side,
                        And nothing wears.

But, dearest Mother, (what those misse)
The mean thy praise and glorie is,
                        And long may be.

Blessed be God, whose love it was
To double-moat thee with his grace,
                        And none but thee.


PEACE
by Henry Vaughan  1624-1695

MY soul, there is a country
    Far beyond the stars,
Where stands a wingèd sentry
    All skillful in the wars :
There, above noise and danger,
    Sweet Peace sits crown'd with smiles,
And One born in a manger
    Commands the beauteous files.
He is thy gracious Friend,
    And—O my soul awake !—
Did in pure love descend,
    To die here for thy sake.
If thou canst get but thither,
    There grows the flower of Peace,
The Rose that cannot wither,
    Thy fortress, and thy ease.
Leave then thy foolish ranges ;
    For none can thee secure,
But One, who never changes,
    Thy God, thy life, thy cure.

Psalm VII          King James Version
1   O LORD my God, in thee do I put my trust:
save me from all them that persecute me,
and deliver me:
2   Lest he tear my soul like a lion,
rending it in pieces, while there is none to deliver.
3   O LORD my God, If I have done this;
if there be iniquity in my hands;
4   If I have rewarded evil unto him that was at peace with me;
(yea, I have delivered him that without cause is mine enemy:)
5   Let the enemy persecute my soul, and take it; yea,
let him tread down my life upon the earth, and lay mine honour
 in the dust. Selah.
6   Arise, O LORD, in thine anger, lift up thyself
because of the rage of mine enemies: and awake for me to the
judgment that thou hast commanded.
7   So shall the congregation of the people compass thee
about: for their sakes therefore return thou on high.
8   The LORD shall judge the people: judge me, O LORD,
according to my righteousness, and according to
mine integrity that is in me.
9   Oh let the wickedness of the wicked come to an end;
but establish the just: for the righteous God trieth the hearts
and reins.
10   My defence is of God, which saveth the upright in heart.
11   God judgeth the righteous, and God is angry
with the wicked every day.
12   If he turn not, he will whet his sword;
he hath bent his bow, and made it ready.
13   He hath also prepared for him the instruments
of death; he ordaineth his arrows against the persecutors.
14   Behold, he travaileth with iniquity, and hath conceived mischief,
and brought forth falsehood.
15   He made a pit, and digged it, and is fallen into
the ditch which he made.
16   His mischief shall return upon his own head,
and his violent dealing shall come down upon his own pate.
17   I will praise the LORD according to his righteousness:
and will sing praise to the name of the LORD most high.





         

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THE FIRST DUINO ELEGY       by Rainer Maria Rilke

 

Who, though I cry aloud,
would hear me in the angel orders?
And should my plea ascend,
were I gathered to the glory
of some incandescent heart,
my own faint flame of being
would fail for the glare.
Beauty is as close to terror
as we can well endure.
Angels would not condescend
to damn our meagre souls.
That is why they awe
and why they terrify us so.
Every angel is terrible!
And so I constrain myself and
swallow the deep, dark music
of my own impassioned plea.
Oh, to whom can we turn
in the hour of need?
Neither angel nor man.
Even animals know that we
are not at home here.
We see so little of what
is clearly visible to them.
For us there is only
a tree on a hillside,
which we can memorize, or
yesterday's sidewalks, or
a habit which discovered us,
found us comfortable and moved in.
O and night...the night!
Wind of the infinite
blowing away all faces.
Within our solitude appears
a nearly lovely god
or goddess, all the
heart is ever apt to meet.
Lovers fare no better,
concealing, by their love,
each other's destiny.
Do you still not understand?
Pour your emptiness
into the breeze-
the birds may soar
more swiftly for it.

Yes, springtime needed you!
The very stars, row on row,
sparkled for your attention.
From bygone days a wave rolled
or a violin yielded itself as you
wandered by some open window.
These were your instructions.
But what could you do-
distracted, as you were,
by all of that significance?-
as though each signpost
pointed on beyond itself
towards something higher yet:
a mere prelude to The Beloved!
(Where would you find room to
keep such a one, in amongst
those vast, weird thoughts,
always coming and going,
often spending the night?)
Sing, in your lovelorn
longing, of the losers.
Make their dark fame glisten.
Sing of those whom you are
nearly moved to envy in the
purity of their despair:
hearts more loving in their pain
than many never broken.
Sing again-and yet again-
your altogether insufficient
praise of them.
The hero lives!
His ruin is but a pretext
to be born again.
Depleted Nature calls her lovers
back into her bosom, as though
she had not strength to fashion them anew.
Have you yet sung the bold grief
of Gaspara Stampa so poignently
that another girl, likewise spurned in love,
might be moved to similar transcending passion?
Is it not time these ancient seeds of pain
put forth a flower?...time that, lovingly,
we free ourselves from lovers?...
time we fit ourselves, quivering
like an arrow to its bowstring,
enduring tension with the prospect
of flight exceeding the limits of
the feathered shaft, the string,
the very bow which looses it?
Nowhere may we remain.

Voices, Voices!
Hear, my heart,
as only the holy hear,
lifted from Earth by
celestial command but
taking no notice, so
perfect is their listening.
You could not bear to hear
the voice of God.
Not that, no...
but perhaps attend
the ceaseless murmer of
silence: the vespers
of the untimely dead,
borne upon the wind...
the whispers of the
children who haunted
that cathedral in
Naples-
the church in
Rome...
the injunction discovered
on a tombstone last year at
Santa Maria Formosa.
All they ask:
"Weep no more for us!
Your tears muddy the
path of our ascent."

Strange to be no more of Earth.
To quit half learned habits.
To view roses and their kind
no more in human terms.
To be no more a babe in arms
that ever fear to drop you.
To leave the name you are
known by like a child leaves
a broken toy.
Strange to desire nothing.
Strange to watch the
known world dissolve.
Death is very difficult.
Lost time is painfully
reconstructed until the
struggle yields some
slight glimmer of eternity.
The living are mistaken
in their distinctions-
angels often do not know
whether they walk among
the quick or the dead.
So 'tis said.
The storm of eternity roars;
all voices drown in its thunder.

Children who have gone do not require us.
Weaned, they need no mother's breast.
Our joys and sorrows don't concern them.
But we, for whom the mysteries are golden,
still unsolved, our very sustenance-
can we exist without them?
Grief is our spirit's fodder.
Remember the Lament for Linos: how
the first shaft of song shot through
barren air carving a sudden vacuum
in the astonished space where
godlike youth forever vanished,
leaving only a melody, which is
our sole comfort and enchantment.

. . . Rainer Maria Rilke

translated by Robert Hunter

























The Second Duino Elegy

by Rainer Maria Rilke


Every angel is terrible.
Knowing this, I invoke thee,
O Deadly Birds of the Soul.
Gone are the days of Tobias,
when shining Raphael,
awful majesty disguised,
stood at a door, twin
to the youth who gazed

out, curious, upon him.
Should such an archangel
now descend a single step
from behind the stars,
our hearts would rise and
rage until they burst!
Who art thou?


Primordial Perfection!
First darlings of Creation:
mountain summits crimson
in the dawn of genesis-
pollen of Godhead in
resplendent blossom,
essence of light...
halls, stairs, thrones,
places of pure being,
shields shaped of ecstasy,
swirling storms of rapture-
all suddenly ceasing...
mirrors!...commanding all
the scattered sweetness
into themselves again.

When we feel, we do not recoup but
blow until we empty, fading like embers
or trace of perfume, bit by bit.
Should someone say:
"You are the sweet
spring air I breathe,
my heart's own blood!"...
what can it mean?
Contain us? They? No!
We slip in, out and
round them like wind.
And the beautiful...
Who can hold them?
Fairness pours from their faces
and...gone!-morning
dew in rising sun...

our essence dissipates
like steam from a kettle.
O smile, where do you run,
eyes turned to the sky...
new, warm, receding wave
of the heart's own sea?

O sorrow:
all these things are what we are.
Is there any taste of us in that
eternity into which we merge?
Do angels reclaim only perfect light,
or does some hint of what we were remain?
Do our faces linger, if only in that
slight way a mother's face reflects

her unborn child?
They cannot see it in their swirling
return to self! (How could they see it?)



Lovers, had they the time, could
recite words of wonder to the night.
But most things end by concealing us.
Look: trees are!
Our shelters endure.
But we, like mingled winds,
claim no single habitat.
All things conspire to
keep us secret-half,

it seems, from shame
and half in token of
some unspoken hope.


O Lovers, completed in
one another, I turn

to you to ask of us.
Is there certainty in your embraces?
Look at it this way...
my hands sometimes recognize each other

and offer sanctuary to my weary face.
This yields some slight sensation.
But what proof of existence is that?
You who fan the fires of one another's
passion till, overcome, you cry

"No more!"-who, beneath lover's hands,
swell like purple grapes at harvest;
who subside, that the other may
more completely come to be:
I ask you about us.
I know the blessed touch
abides with you-that what

love cherishes does not decay;
immortality oozes from those caresses-
a promise, almost, of eternity.
And yet, when you've weathered

the shy fear of first glances,
the sighs of longing at the window,
the first-never again that first-
garden promenade together:
O lovers, are you then as you were?
When you raise the glasses
of each other's lips to drink,
thirst to thirst,
where does the drinker vanish?



Were you not awed by
the easy attitudes of
Grecian graveyard statuary?
Did not love and farewell
sit lightly on their shoulders,

as though compounded of an
essence unknown to us?
Remember how the hands
rested without pressure
despite apparent strength?

Their very poses seem to say:
"It is given us to touch this way.
If the gods press us harder...
that is for the gods to say."

If only we could discover
such a singular human place-
pure, determined, self-contained,

our own fruitful soil between
the river and the stone!
But our hearts outrun us.
We cannot capture their essence by

lingering before consoling statuary,
nor by contemplation of those godlike forms

containing all for which we yearn
in monumental measure.

 

 

 




 


                            


Psalm XXIII    King James Version

1 The LORD is my shepherd; I shall not want.
2 He maketh me to lie down in green pastures:
he leadeth me beside the still waters.
3 He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths
of righteousness for his name's sake.
4 Yea, though I walk through the valley of the
shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me;
thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.
5 Thou preparest a table before me in the presence
of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil;
my cup runneth over.
6 Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me
all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house
of the LORD for ever.